Hey there D,

I've just finished interviews with the teachers of the council. I don't know what they think of me. It was kinda hard to tell though...hmmm. Well, all my friends actually said they would want me to become head councilor, but then, I am not too sure about my interview. It's not that I necessarily said something wrong or bad, it's just the qns they were asking me were more related to my studies rather than my abilities as a councilor.

Well, the truth is of course that my grades have been absolutely atrocious, but then, there is a reason, besides my slacking off.

In the first semester, I had a lot of competitions, mostly debating, I was involved in a lot of activities like camp...etc. I had council work to do, on top of all that I still came home to do recording for my mum - not that I mind that of course. But these things add up and I eventually, I think it led to my falling sick a lot. I practically missed 50% of my lessons because of falling sick. Even my friends say that they sometimes forget that I'm even in the class!

I don't know how everything will turn out, but I pray to god that everything will turn out for the best. I know that sometimes life will turn a way you don't expect, but if you try to make the best of what you're dealt with, then I guess you'll still reach your goal anyway, it's just a slight detour.

I love my work, I love the things that I am involved in, otherwise why would I do them? I know I will be very sad if I have to sacrifice my time on these things in order to do well or to achieve my goals, but I'll still be sad. Haiz.... well, I guess this is why I may not be entering many entries after this, I'll try though, but I most probably only manage doing one every two to three weeks. This is bad. :(

Well, on the bright side, I'll be going to chjimes on saturday for the 150th anniversary for all IJ gals! I'll be there for the opening ceremony because I am going to be the flag bearer. I'm not sure exactly what flag I'll be bearing, but I guess I'll get to find out this firday on the rehersal day.

After that, I'll be going to watch this stand up comedy called the two ex-cons(convent girls). The stars are koh cheng man and irene ang. The two big ladies with big talent! They were IJ girls too! Lol, guess that we IJ girls really do have it going for us huh?

Okay then, I think I am going off to do some work now, good luck and all the best teri!!

SMOOCHHH****