SARS is soo terrible...it's ruling our lives. Literally. Nowadays, anything I wanna do, is always questioned by my ma. I suppose she has her reasons, but whatever they are, I hate it. SARS is slowly but surely creeping it's way into our peaceful lives disrupting most of our familiar routines.

It's not as if I am not worried by SARS, it's just that somehow, I don't feel soo anxious and maybe, I shld be feeling more worried than im now. I suppose it hasn't affected me personally so I don't really think much abt it except that it ruining people's lives and killing them too. Just yesterday, SARS killed a little baby. A baby. Can you believe that? A poor defensless little baby. We shld all just sue China for not alerting the WHO earlier. I hate them!!! Haiz... I kinda feel sorry for that mum who lost her baby, it must feel awful to go thro such a painful ordeal. I know I wouldn't want this to happen to me one day. I would want this virus to blow over soon. But, how soon? I don't know.

I dun think any of us can hide from it, all we can do is wait it out and hopefully by that time researchers would have found a cure to fight this virus. At least, I hope that this virus doesnt mutate anytime soon. If it does, then, we are all doomed. I mean DEAD!!!

Okay enough about sob stories, let's talk abt why I'v changed my web to this one. Well, I thought about changing that one to a stories website so that if I had any stories, I could link it there. This for now, will act as my jounal and my poems palace.

WELL, I gotta bug off soon, so stay tuned for more on me.

Hiaz...i soo tired today!! Got exam tomolo...haiz how?? Anyway, I got like 30 min left to write sumthing here b4 I start studying...so HI!! I think I can't use he anglefire web. I got too tired trying. so, anyway, I'm gonna put a link to my webby and like have lists of books I've read...and the synopsis as well as other things.Hope to start soon. I just have to find the right blog skin first. I'm also gonna like write out stories that I've written for compos or for like homework so if I ever lose the actual stuff I can always look here!!

Anyway, enough of me, a poem!
Ps. I am NOT in love guys...dun get me wrong here.

More Than Just a Friend

It was that night,
I met the perfect guy.
who had a twinkle,
in his eye.

He smiled at me,
And my knees went weak.
My heart beating so fast,
I could hardly speak.

That day he came over,
and knocked at my door.
I almost fainted,
When it was him that I saw.

"Hi." He said,
In his low husky voice.
"Can I come in?"
I didn't have a choice.

Who knew at that moment,
It was the start of it all.
The end of a friendship,
The start of something more.

We grew to love each other,
Through all those warm summer nights.
Under the stars,
That twinkled so bright.

Then oh one fine day,
A letter arrived.
It was from him,
boy was I suprised!

I opened it up,
And the letter had read.
That he was an angel,
who belonged not on Earth but in Heaven instead.

He explained that he'd fallen,
When he'd lost faith in God.
But, it was then that he'd met me,
And knew I was sent from the lord.

He said that I'd taught him,
The meaning of love.
The one main importance
That God'd wanted above.

The tears flowed freely,
like a wide open dam.
Whenever I thought of him,
When he was more than just a friend.

The heavens seemed to cry,
One long lonely night.
I knew he was crying,
But what'd he'd done was right.

The love we'd shared,
Was true as the night.
Like the ones we'd shared,
Before he'd took flight.

He was an angel,
The best of his time,
But not only that,
I knew he was mine.

Then one day the skys cleared,
And my heart seemed to mend.
But I know I'd always remember him,
As more than just a friend.
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Hey there!! Well, school is starting and well I have gotta go back so no point in yelling or jumping down like an idiot...anyway, I've done enough of that. Hmm...Well, yesterday, my mother said something to me which was very true...if u think abt it...well, she didn't really make it up, she read it somewhere....

Anyway, she said that human beings were like trees. She said that trees liked to branch out and their roots would spread as well and the branches and roots od this tree will surely meet or touch another tree one day. But, no matter how much they entwine their braches around each other, they will never become one tree. So, like trees, we humans like to make friends, fall in love, have relationships. But the thing is, no one will ever be truely able to understand you completely. They will never be able to know you completely no matter how long you've known each other or how long you've lived together. You will never be that person and therefore, you will never know what he or she is thinking.
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Haiz...got so bored decided to g et a new blog at angefire...i prob will move this to there...see how
anyways, till then...im still with ya!!
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HI! Yes, well, I'm back again. Got tired of trying to fix the stupid template into the way I like it. Anyway, here's another poem, from me to u guys.
Pls feel free to give ur comments...when I say that I mean the gd comments...heheh just kidding. Enjoy!!

Lonely Days

Lonely nights fill my days,
Whenever I'm without you,
I miss you in so many ways.

The bright full moom,
Signals the night,
Which casts those 'shadows' I try to fight.

Tears fill my eyes as I write these words,
No matter how hard I try, my tears,
will merge these words.

My heart and soul are empty no doubt,
When the person I love is never about.

Night is falling, descending.
I can only end this now and pray,
That the 'shadows' will pass me,
When night turns to day...
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I just set this thng up so i could put up a few Poems and stuff abt me. Prob nobody gona read this so it's gonna be kinda personal i guess. Haiz...school opening soon. How? I dun want to go back to 'Hell' ... There got the devil ( Principal) and the underlings(Teachers) *Sigh* ...

Okay, here goes my very 1st poem of the year:
P.s. If this resembles any living or non living people, sorry...not intended. Also, this did not happen to me.

The Last Words Of Me

Your smile, your laugh, your everything,
Makes me so complete.
But then you leave and throw away,
The love I gave, I thought you need.

The pieces of my life,
Fall like Autumn leaves.
Never to be grown again,
like my shattered heart that bleeds.

I'm sore, battered, bruised.
My heart is ceasing,
To continue beating.

My life is worthless now,
nothing but a joke.
A girl who gave her body,
That's now more than broke.

I feel so cheated, dirty!
Not worthy of any man.
I can't live this life anymore,
I'm gonna bring it to an end.

So sorry I can't stay,
For a longer period of time.
The waters are calling my name,
Goodbye! This is my time...
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