Monday, May 05, 2003

Good news and bad news...which would you want to hear first?? Okay, good news is that I've been nominated for PESA. Bad news is that I feel terrible!! I have this friend of mine and I think she may have gotten a little upset...maybe not only her... I suppose there might be some truth to it...I mean it's like I get chosen for all the story telling or speech things...like debating and stuff...but I don't know... maybe I didn't deserve to get in. Maybe I did. Who knows. Actually, when I joined PESA I didn't really intend to get in, but now that I'm in I don't know if I've done the right thing...what should I do?? I guess I have no choice but to enter. My teacher has already submitted my name. ARGH!! Life does suck sumtimes... didn't do too well on my tests though...big disappointment. But I studied SO HARD!! Argh sooo...frustrating. Haiz...what to do? No choice but to live life. As for my topic I'm choosing to speak for PESA, that's a secret. I'll let you know closer to the date. And anyway, I probably won't get in...right?? Oh well... dreams do come true and even nightmares come true too. Okay, gotta scoot. Catcha later...