HEYO!! well, I'm back again and I'm gonna enter in a new entry for the day...I'm a probate....u know, a prefect-to-be. I'm sort of the unappointed 'leader' of the gang and I sorta do stuff for everyone....I sumtimes feel taken for granted. I just feel so underminded and so insignificant. I'm sure anyone of the other probates could probably do what I've been doing, but, the thing is, they're just not interested. What I mean by that is that they dont have a personal interest to help anyone, but themselves... in some ways im like that too, but i truely believe that we all should do something to help everyone. I'm not trying to sound like an egoistic person, but i guess I cant help it with all thats going on.

I love what im doing now, Ilove having responsibilities and most importantly, Ilove the fact that my fellow peers have allowed me to have the chance to experience this. But, I know when we get invested next year, I wont be the next 'head'. Do u want to know why i say this? Well, I know I'm moody and serious, but I'm only that way because I take problems seriously and I try to solve them. constantly worrying about my friends, about my duties, about my schoolmates. I dont like being grumpy, but who can blame me? When I try to implement things, it just doesnt work becuase no one want to help. No one. I'm all alone sometimes I guess. The world is just like a passing breeze and what I'm doing isnt even reality. It's just a dream, an illusion. Nothing more than that. in the end, I wont b head becasue people will take me at face value and they wont see the real me inside. The me who likes to fool around, the me who likes to be rude and tell perverted jokes, the me who is never burdened with responsibilties and worries and the me who likes to have fun.

I know most people think that Im just a sicko and a stupid person who cant do anything right and well, maybe they're right, but can they do any better? No, I dont think so. Anyway, I just wanna say my piece and leave. Adios amegoes and may I see u soon.